화요일, 5월 17, 2005
Thinking..
Been days since my last entry. But to me, somehow it seemed like the longest week. I must admit, i aint been happy these few days. Ever tried making a decision which made u extremely guilty after that? The feeling sucks. Listening to angela's journey now. The lyrics describes my feelings exactly. Sian. Only two weeks into the hols and here im already dying to go back school. I dun wish to be left alone. Its scary.
Im stuck. For the first time in my life, i feel like im standing at a crossroad. One that stretches far beyond the horizon. I cun see whats in front of me. But i do know what i had left behind me. A trail that would have welcomed me back with open arms. A safe haven i could always rely on when i falter. Yet i chose to abandon it. Why? I dont know n i dare not probe.
Cos its a long long journey. Till i find my way home back to u.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 9:36 PM